Ok, it’s starting to seem like I’m CURSED! A couple of weeks ago, I was standing in my kitchen when BOOM, CRASH, DISASTER!!!!!! My microwave jumped off the wall where it had been peacefully mounted for months and bashed into my glass top range, busting both appliances to pieces.

I’ve only been in this place since Oct. and a friend of mine who’s in construction had mounted the microwave for me. Since I’d just remodeled my kitchen a couple of years ago, I brought all my appliances with me when I moved, even though I’m renting now. I wanted my nice, newish stuff with me.

It’s going to cost $400 to fix both items. Since I’m just now getting back to doing calls full time, that’s a pretty substantial hit to my wallet.

Fast forward a couple of weeks and the piece of crap beater car that I borrowed from friends breaks down on my way to an appt. My friends had been planning to buy a new car and she works from home, so she was just borrowing her dad’s car so I could drive their hunk of junk. Well, her dad had been unemployed and now he’s looking for a job, so even if that car hadn’t broken down, I’d still be out a car as soon as her dad finds work….because they’ve decided against buying something else now for some reason. UGH!
My credit couldn’t be worse, I’m in the process of giving my house back to the bank and my last vehicle got repo’d about two years ago…so I start submitting apps. online, trying to find financing. This place calls me back, says they can definitely get me a car, they absolutely have multiple options for $7,000 or less and can get me a payment of $300/mo. with no problem.

I drive 45 mins. in the snow to the place and when I get there, they give me 3 options (after I sit there and wait while the dumb ass copies paperwork for 45 mins.). One is a TRUCK, one is $12,000 and the third one, the only one that actually first my requirements, IS MISSING! They can’t find it. But regardless, they were trying to charge me a few grand more than the freaking thing was worth, on top of charging me 25% interest and making me buy a $1300 warranty. I was PISSED.

The dude was acting like he couldn’t possibly understand why I wasn’t jumping at the chance to drop 15k on a newer car with less miles. He just couldn’t fathom that I wouldn’t be so excited to be ABLE to buy something expensive that I wasn’t sucking his dick in gratitude right then and there.
It’s been a couple of days now and I found a place that will sell me an 08 PT Cruiser that only has 65,000 miles on it for $9k. It’s more than I wanted to spend, but the payment would only be $250/mo. and I think I can swing that. I’m trying to find someone to go with me to look at it today.

So anyway, that’s been my life lately. It’s like I’ve been in the Twilight Zone!

I did send out an email to my clients about my microwave disaster and I got a few really supportive emails, calls and a few tips. I really appreciate it, guys, I really do.

I’m trying my best not to be a drag and just send out emails when bad things happen and I need money, but God…I’ve gotta catch a break SOMETIME, right?

I think I’m gonna go buy this car later, but other than that, I should be around a lot this week…trying to get money together for the down payment on this new car.  Hope you feel like helping and want to give me a call!

This is a letter I sent to most of my clients today.

I’ve already mentioned this to a few of you and I’m sure that others have already noticed that I haven’t been around as much for the past few months. Since Niteflirt’s “upgrade” a year ago, it’s been a struggle to maintain my business and I’m finally waving the white flag.

I’ve lost a lot of clients due to glitches (int’l callers can’t connect, others being unable to get through to me even though I’m available or being unable to add money to their accounts mid-call) and the clientele who has remained is largely into topics that I’m not enthusiastic about providing.

This is a sad occasion for me. When I first started doing calls full time over 5 yrs. ago, I absolutely loved it. I looked forward to signing in and rarely got a discouraging call. I enjoyed being a part of my caller’s lives and having them be a part of mine. Now I can barely bring myself to answer the phone because I know it’s likely to be someone I don’t enjoy talking to.

That said, there are quite a few of you that I do still like talking to! I will be signed in for fairly normal hours over the course of the next couple of months and then I’ll probably start using a line that isn’t available to the “public” since we no longer have the ability to be on alerts or have appointments.

If you’d like to call and you see that I’m not available, feel free to send me an email. I might be around and willing to take your call even if I’m not wanting to have my lines open to new callers!

I’ll take this opportunity to say thank you to those of you who have been supportive and “fuck you” to those who made me start hating this job…I admit it, you finally ran me off.
I hope you’re having a good year and to those that I never speak to again…have a nice life!

*kisses*

Nikki

Skip this post if you don’t want to hear me complaining!! lol

I had a slow day yesterday. I was signed in ALL DAY LONG and pretty much got no calls. On top of that, we’d had a little incident with our hammock on Sunday that resulted in me losing part of my right front tooth. Luckily (if you can say that), I only had to get a small filling to repair it, but still…$200 in dental bills that I didn’t expect and can’t really afford right now.

So I’m sitting at home, hanging out, waiting for my phone to ring and I get a call finally. Here’s how it went:

Me: “Hey there! How are you today?”

Him: “Great. I’m glad we finally got to talk, I’ve been looking forward to it.”

Me (thinking maybe I’d been on his favorites for a long time or something): “Oh really? That’s cool! How long have you been waiting to talk to me?”

Him: “Oh a couple of hours.”

Me: “Ah, ok…well I’m glad you got me then! What are you in the mood for today?”

Him: “I want to choke you with my cock.”

Me (laughing a little bit as I talk): “Well, that’s kinda mean!”

Him: CLICK

Now, I know this “choking a girl with my cock” thing is all the rage these days, but I don’t care. I don’t like choking, period. Do you? I certainly don’t like the concept of someone that I supposedly like enough to want to suck their dick choking me with it on purpose.

I wonder how the choking thing would go over if it were GUYS who were choking on something? Even so, I can’t IMAGINE actually WANTING to choke a guy with my pussy. I don’t understand how looking down and watching someone struggle to hold back from PUKING is a turn on.
If he’d stuck around another few seconds, I would have said something like, “No need for choking, hon. I’ll suck it great without any need for violence,” or something like that. But he hung up.

FUCKING ASSHOLE.

Calls like this really make me hate my job.

So then a little bit later, a guy instant messages me. He asks if I do or watch cam. I say no, I don’t do cam but I do sometimes watch it. He says, “Ok, thanks.” and appears to be done with the conversation.

When I try to clarify whether he’s done talking to me because I don’t DO cam (which is lame as hell since I don’t reference doing cam at all on my website anywhere NOR do I have even ONE cam listing on Niteflirt), he says that it’s because I don’t watch cam all the time.

Um, ok. He doesn’t ask me which circumstances influence whether I will or won’t watch someone on their cam. He doesn’t ask me if I’ll watch HIM on cam. He’s just done talking. So either he’s incredibly stupid because in his mind, if I don’t watch cam ALL THE TIME, I’m not going to watch him and therefore he’s not interested or he’s just incredibly RUDE. Either way, once again, my time is wasted and I’m none the richer for it.

I do relatively few vanilla calls these days and as each day passes, I understand more and more why a lot of women who do phone sex choose to do domination calls only. Then at least if someone says something fucking retarded like they want to choke you with their dick, you can tell them exactly what you think about it.

Maybe after 5 yrs. of being nice, it’s time for me to retire the niceness and bring out the bitchy side of my personality. Maybe then I’d get a little satisfaction out of fucking with the “losers” and assholes that call because I’d get to vent my frustration directly to them instead of having to post about it on my blog.

It’s something to think about, at least!

Erin’s running late, as always. She won’t be here til around 8. Sorry guys.

Niteflirt is still down and they’re saying it won’t be until Friday the 25th that they’ll be back up.

I honestly don’t even know what to say about it. I don’t know why it happened, not sure why it’s taking so long. I have NO idea why the didn’t notify customers and still haven’t. I really don’t know what to even say about it. I’m pretty devastated.

That said, life goes on, right? I do have other ways for you to contact me and for a few that I trust, I am allowed to send you to the beta version of the Niteflirt site. It’s glitchy as hell though so I’d rather keep you off of it for now if possible.

Want to do a call? See if I’m available by instant messaging me (sweetienikki4phone on Yahoo and phoneasweetie on AIM) and I’ll let you know if I am and what your payment options are.

I’m really sorry that this is happening to all of us. Hopefully things can get back to normal ASAP.

Please call me! I’ve been outta work for days now