Time moves on.
Well, I know a lot of you have expressed sympathy for my situation, so I’ll give an update. I posted a personals ad day before yesterday and the boy saw it and emailed me. We ended up emailing back and forth for a bit and then talking on the phone for about an hour. It was hard because even though we were discussing serious topics, we were laughing and joking around like we always had. The bottom line is that he just wasn’t willing to give me what I needed. I hurt his feelings at the end I think by telling him that I was going to start an affair with my ex boyfriend as a rebound, so I sent him an email and apologized for that. I think maybe we’ll end up being friends. I still can’t tell whether he expected me to ask him to come back.
I’m definitely going to Erin’s today! It’ll only be for one night, but will definitely be worth it. We’re gonna go to a laser light show and then out dancing. I’ve gotta come back early for the date with marathon man. He’s making me go to a restaurant by myself! I’ve never done that before and I’m not looking forward to it. I wanted to take my cousin with me, but she can’t find a baby sitter so she can’t go. Then I have to go to the movies by myself! This is a bit of a nightmare for me, but hey…whatever, I guess. I do want to see the movie, so I guess I’ll endure sitting there like a huge loser on a Sat. night at 7 pm. by myself.
I’m off to the doctor for a routine check up and then when I get back, I’ll be headed to Portland. *kisses* to shy one for missing me while I’m gone. I’m sure you’ll be just fine!
